Strange Dream

its name

was Pain and Suffering

which took strange form 

as a Pangolin

yet black as tar

and clutching tight  

to my left arm

its sad, red eyes

small and round

watching mine

without a sound

and rows and rows 

of fierce sharp fangs

which never once 

tore at my skin

yet this creature

held on tight

as I moved left

and I moved right

still Pain and Suffering

could not remain

though hurtless 

motionless

and featherlight

I found discomfort 

in its sight

troubled and restless

to release its hold

free it from 

its anguished life

but oh

the heartache 

in those eyes

and strange the warmth

from its dark form 

embracing mine

yet Pain and Suffering

could not stay

could not hang on

to me that way

so I summoned my husband

who arrived with his drill

placing it mercifully

on its ink black skull

the clinging creature

with sad, red eyes

knew what was next

yet not sure why

I moaned and moaned

as the dark blood flowed

gently from the sickening hole

in went another

at the creature’s side

then Pain and Suffering 

quietly died

and I cried

and I cried

and I cried 

and I cried

until my husband 

touched my cheek

and with anxious repentance 

I stirred awake

haunted with visions 

in death’s strange wake 

I searched for solace

searched for sleep

and if by chance 

to once more dream

prayed the wretched figure

with the sad red eyes

would not take hold 

of me again

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Author: Anne Celano Frohna

I have been writing for as long as I could hold a pencil in hand and would not feel complete without it. And I actually made a meager living at it (and as an editor) for 25 years. I worked for newspapers and magazines, in graphic arts and advertising, and wrote several local history books. But I have also taught English in Japan, been a Nanny/family chef in Italy, worked in and for museums, was an Airbnb Superhost for four years, as well as an Etsy shop owner, where I sold vintage items I found over the years at thrift stores and yard sales. After moving to Arizona with my family in 2010, I completed a series of different writing projects, including two books of creative non-fiction: Just West of the Midwest: a comedy (Based on journals I kept during my two years as an English teacher in rural Japan.) Within Close Range: short stories of an American Childhood (Short stories and poems about growing up as the middle of five children in suburban Chicago.) But in the past few years, I have found my voice in poetry. I am a mother of two wonderful girls, Eva (28) and Sophia (26) and wife to one wonderful husband, Kurt. In 2023, with our girls grown and off on their own, my husband and I packed up our things and moved to the tip of Italy’s heel, to the Salento region, where I continue to work on my poetry, as well as a new fiction project, "The Butter Diaries", which I completed this spring and published on Wordpress. I also spend a good deal of time indulging in my passion for mosaics - all of which you can view on my Instagram page @ acfrohna.

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